They say, “You should let go of the past.”
“Of everything that is hurting you…“
“No matter how beautiful the memories were…”
“No matter how badly you were treated.”
I hear it, I hear it all.
But, I ask myself, “How?”
How do I let it go?
How do I forget the love, the attachment, the pain, the insults, the mocking?
How do I forget how they made me feel?
Whether it was good or the bad, both of it hurts equally.
I don’t want to feel the hurt. But the hurt is hurting me,
It is beyond my control.
I’ve stopped crying, you won’t see a tear drop of my eyes.
But, my soul cries everyday.
Everyday, thinking about what I went through.
Even though I don’t think about it, my heart sinks for no reason at all.
I know, I’m hurting myself by holding on to it,
Yes, I should let go of these feelings that I’m holding on…. But, tell me how?
Participating in this for the 1st time. My entry for Photo Challenge and MindLoveMisery’s Menagerie
Photo Challenge #325
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